This is imbossible! i am sad and debressend and my mood is so down it can be. This is not normal for me and I am little shocked.

This is all because I have heard now from two different directions that I hurt peaple by saing things stright how I think about them.

Normally I think that saying things honestly is an favor for all and if I truely love peaple It can't be to bad what I say. Right?

But there are peaple who don't trust ease others and take all critique as personal and thuse peaple are bloodly hurt from my words sometimes.

But if it is not right speak the truth of mind, I dont know what is.

And I don't know how I could be true for my self and for others if I start bretending. But I just dont like to hurt others.

This is moust annoying thing ever! What should I think? What should I do?


Ironic but firsth I were very happy for learning that how to not hurt peaple but when I realised that I only way to stop is start act some kind role and say no for simply things and being stright and honest. It is not true me.

It just think how meny peaple hate me because of I being just honest. I don't hate anyone, why they should hate me just because some opinion?

Argh someone should help me...

27.11.2008
Thanks so much dbzgirlartist5.

I am not anymore sad or debressed or enything like that. I realized that I am just not able to live so that none wouldn't get hurt. Human will always be for someone too stright worded or too avoiding or too angry or too nice, too fast or too slow, too happy or too sad...

It is not fear to try to be everything and nothing on same time because I just should be my loving self. If someone have been hurted by me, I am very sorry and I try to be polite but stright and simple I will be always.

I don't meen to be evil or hate anyone, mut I can't hate myself just because everyone doesn't like me. There will be always peaple who love me and peaple who will hate me. It will be fine for me. I do my best being good person but won't try to be wonderful for everyone.

Thats like only way that I see.

Thank you so much for reading. I love all of you ^^ <3

And sorry for the trouble I made by my angst. Sorry!! I am fine now. Thank you so much.